Ecstasy

Where do I find the word to tell the tale of the sheer grip of emotions? All the time I've spent on contemplation, the resulting joy, the outrage, the sense of victory, the helplessness - How do I describe them? Never were they so intense before. Can you fathom how it feels to dwindle between the extremes? Extremes... That's something I always avoided. Now face to face with it, its a journey I'm taking that only few know of... Did I have an option to avoid it? No! I had to know it, make it my friend, be with it. Someday my friend, someday I'd tell you, and that day I hope, you have the strength to know it too, for I am living it today, lacking words, in my esctatic state of mind...